Monday, August 27, 2012

August 27, 2012


August 27, 2012


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   The wonders of the home we live in, the marvels of the piece of the planet we spend our life in. Foe many years I lived in New York City and worked for many years in the buildings that make up the skyline with their height and silhouette. I often noted looking out of a high floor perhaps 30 or more stories up, how little life I could spot - how little green or striving for the sun could be spotted anywhere. This is not to say that green spots aren't there, it is just that in midtown Manhattan there are many views that do not include a single tree or blade of grass. These things do not pay building owners $150 and up for a single square foot of space, so they are relegated to foreign lands, Central Park, Brooklyn and Queens. 
   What a distance we have come from the joy and reverence the original American Indian communities had for the earth before the great rape of almost all of the land began the slow march to the near extinction of so much non-profitable acreage. Without the National Park system along with many who believe that the forests, deserts, and mountains deserve some kind of protection there might be little open space left. For instance, the State of New Jersey is now within a few years of having no - no (!) - developable land left in the its entirety. To boot, any space open but public, say the Pine Barrens, the part of Harriman State Park in the Jersey borders, are constantly being looked at by developers who are a huge lobby group in both the State and Federal Houses of government. These initiatives are being pushed in the entire country, and in some places National Forests are up for grabs.
    Okay, the prospects are grim, but what can I do to retain equanimity, a sense of peace with my Environment? I am thankful for the available land here in Maine, especially Acadia National Park, where even during the summer invasion one can find places where very few go. They have become vital for my emotional health and general well-being. When Lee and I meet the occasional traveler on the trail or carriage road we always greet them with a sincere "Hi" or "Hello." To my constant surprise most reply in kind. The only people who don't are probably big city people who may have lost trust in strangers who always "want something." In New York this simply rarely happens as very few are trusting enough to not be fearful of losing something.
   My quandary is this, could I be just as happy with a window plant that thrives as well as the wild greenery? Well, I could if necessary. I had a plant many years ago that lived for almost ten years in Manhattan, not a record but a good start. That small piece of life sustained me and prodded me into making sure I took care, fed and watered it.
   So it is with the life spiritual. Careful feeding and watering brings growth, harmony, and connectedness to the greater Graced Creation that surrounds us always. 
   The land and all that grows on it has a piece of God in it. Nothing is alive without the Divine Hand's role in its existence. How does one see this? The following photo for me is something of an answer. Let's call it "The Spirit Rises Each Day."



Spirit Rising, 
When I am down and depressed
Reveal your Beauty - 
Let Your Presence rise in me.

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   A Maple leaf, fifty-five millions old!

   This is a fossil that I bought a few years ago, and I see it every day as a reminder that the earth, impermanent as it is, remains with recurring life even as my years are heading toward its next phase. Unlike this leaf embedded in rock, my impermanence is a lot shorter in its span. 
   What a miracle, a leaf left seemingly intact for my/our remembrance of things, past and present. How can this Be? I know the answer but it leaves me with a most unsatisfactory explanation of the Truth of of the miracle of what was alive that long ago. 
   It is a treasure that can be held every day. So is the treasure of my life, your life, and all life.

                       - Standing On Holy Ground 14 –


"I AM ! "
I heard as the voice came on the storm's thundering crashes.

"But i am !"
I shouted back.

"Now you see."
Came a gentle reply.


                                                     Bill Lagerstrom, March 2012

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My Road at dusk, a favorite time of day



- A few Readings For Writing and Pondering Meditation –


This is the secret of the teaching.
It may be so, but it is not always so.
Without being caught by words or rules,
without many preconceived ideas,
we actually do something,
and doing something,
we apply our teaching.
                                                                                      Shunryu Suziki


If you don't know where you're going,
turn around and make sure
you know where you're coming from.
                                                                                                  African saying.


Solitude does not mean living apart from others,
it means never living apart from one's self.

                            Parker Palmer

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A little Humor:


 Peace,  Bill Lagerstrom















Monday, August 20, 2012

August 20, 2012

August 20, 2012


(All photos are mine unless noted. You can bring the pictures up in full screen by double clicking on any image. Click on a border to return.)


   I spent two of the three days of the Richard Rohr retreat over this last weekend in Bar Harbor, traveling a little farther on the Journey that must include hearing the "Good News" of the Teachings of Jesus in the Gospels in a manner that doesn't push a particular religion or ideology. Rohr is wonderful at this, crossing all lines of specific doctrine and dogma and reaching tons of people of all persuasions. 

   If you missed the email here is the UTube address where you can listen to many talks by Rohr -      Click Here



Come Spirit of the Living god
Infuse us with knowledge of Your truth -
the Truth that lives and breathes in every heart

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      I heard a song by Mavis Staples recently that was for me a Love Letter from God/Jesus, The spirit, a Higher Power, that affirmed once again that we are loved, and that God wants to be revealed in us. The first line is an amazing revelation in itself - I am lonely too - God longs for us, for our turning in God's direction. God has emotions which for the most part are ignored by most religions. But that is my take on the song. Read the lyrics, and please listen to the song and decide for yourself.


You're not alone,
I'm with you, I'm lonely too
What's that song that can't be sung by two?

A broken home, a broken heart
Isolated and afraid
Open up this is a raid
I want to get it through to you
You're not alone

You're not alone, every night
I stand in your place
Every tear on every face tastes the same

A broken dream, a broken heart
Isolated and afraid
Open up this is a raid
I want to get it through to you
You're not alone

An open hand, an open heart
There's no need to be afraid
Open up this is a raid
I want to get it through to you
You're not alone

I want to get it through to you
You're not alone
I'm going to get it through to you
You're not alone


And if you would like some directions on how to access this Great Love -

                          https://www.box.com/s/fdf6baf763a34020d48a



We are never alone,
The earth, the very rocks
Hold the Spirit of God
Waiting to be unlocked
When we learn to see with heart's eyes.

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Just a picture of a horse in the stables at Acadia that I liked. 

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Some Humor:


Sometimes I'm seen for what I can still be.

And another horse cartoon -


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Tuesday, August 14, 2012

August 13, 2012

August 14, 2012

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   My physical issues increase along with new found joy in being more open to life and growth each day. A torn rotator cuff tendon my left shoulder is what has been offered recently. Surgery on the right hand and arm has been largely successful with pain reduced by some eighty percent. I checked the storerooms at the orthopedists office and they seem to have enough parts and pieces to keep me going for at least twenty years. So, once again, "All is Gift" Grace to be accepted, or perhaps sometimes tolerated with a "Thanks be to God!"

   I will continue with this blog even though my meanderings may be abbreviated in the future. 



When the petals of our heart's flower rise to the Sun,
The Spirit of a loving Creator
Is there to support what appears to be too fragile for growth,
Along with our support team cheering us on.


Thich Nhat Hahn on "Watering Flowers: -

Beginning Anew

   To begin anew is to look deeply and honestly at ourselves, our past actions, speech and thoughts and to create a fresh beginning within ourselves and in our relationships with others. At the practice center we practice Beginning Anew as a community every two weeks and individually as often as we like.

   We practice Beginning Anew to clear our mind and keep our practice fresh. When a difficulty arises in our relationships with fellow practitioners and one of us feels resentment or hurt, we know it is time to Begin Anew. The following is a description of the four-part process of Beginning Anew as used in a formal setting. One person speaks at a time and is not interrupted during his or her turn. The other practitioners practice deep listening and following their breath.

   Flower watering –  This is a chance to share our appreciation for the other person. We may mention specific instances that the other person said or did something that we had admired. This is an opportunity to shine light on the other’s strengths and contributions to the sangha and to encourage the growth of his or her positive qualities.

Sharing regrets – We may mention any unskillfulness in our actions, speech or thoughts that we have not yet had an opportunity to apologize for.
Expressing a hurt - We may share how we felt hurt by an interaction with another practitioner, due to his or her actions, speech or thoughts. (To express a hurt we should first water the other person’s flower by sharing two positive qualities that we have truly observed in him or her. Expressing a hurt is often performed one on one with another practitioner rather than in the group setting. You may ask for a third party that you both trust and respect to be present, if desired.)

   Sharing a long-term difficulty & asking for support- At times we each have difficulties and pain arise from our past that surface in the present. When we share an issue that we are dealing with we can let the people around us understand us better and offer the support that we really need.
The practice of Beginning Anew helps us develop our kind speech and compassionate listening. Begin Anew is a practice of recognition and appreciation of the positive elements within our Sangha. For instance, we may notice that our roommate is generous in sharing her insights, and another friend is caring towards plants.

   Recognizing others positive traits allows us to see our own good qualities as well. Along with these good traits, we each have areas of weakness, such as talking out of our anger or being caught in our misperceptions. When we practice “flower watering” we support the development of good qualities in each other and at the same time we help to weaken the difficulties in the other person. As in a garden, when we “water the flowers” of loving kindness and compassion in each other, we also take energy away from the weeds of anger, jealousy and misperception.

   We can practice Beginning Anew everyday by expressing our appreciation for our fellow practitioners and apologizing right away when we do or say something that hurts them. We can politely let others know when we have been hurt as well. The health and happiness of the whole community depends on the harmony, peace and joy that exists between every member in the Sangha.




The flower that is our soul rising to the light through our heart
is always ready to reach out and extend growth into the unknown.
This is the canvas we are given to paint the colors of our life on,
All we need is a frame and willingness to embrace what is offered.

The Lotus flower grows out of the mud pure and clean,
like morning dew from heaven or water from Spring rains.

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Here is a short video showing the Lotus flower with wonderful photographs and music. Please do not pass this by.


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Music To Nurture:
        Tchaikovsky The Nutcracker Suite Op. 71A - 10 Waltz Of The Flowers

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The Path from light to dark,
Day to night -
Is still the Path we are compelled to follow,
With gratitude to a Loving God.

                                                                                          (Cape Breton, Nova Scotia - Summer 2011)


 Maine Scene With Satellite Antenna

Ilesford, Little Cranberry Island 

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Some humor:



                                               Peace and a flowering heart,   Bill Lagerstrom