Monday, May 21, 2012

May 21, 2012

First light a candle - http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=TWWTS


(All photos are mine unless noted.)


The Real lies underneath in the felt sense of everything.
As we learn to see with the inner eyes we all have,
perceptions will give way to clarity, and a greater sense of inner peace. 

   The photos in this week's post reflect a little of what I see as the camera releases its shutter  - the rest of the "seen" image at the time of shooting is developed in the computer as what lately is a meditation practice in which I look with all senses - inner and outer. In turn I find I am developing a felt sense of the real image, perhaps as God's Spirit is calling me to look at the things of Creation in a non scientifically precise way but perhaps along with God as an active partner/mentor teaching me a new way.

   The photographs are becoming more of a contemplative view rather than 'this is a tree,' or, 'Yes it's the ocean.' What I am feeling, if that word can be used to describe this process, is an involvement with images that brings together poetry, metaphor and all sorts of allegory (representation of an abstract or spiritual meaning through concrete or material forms.) Whatever is happening I only have a few words to express what is mostly a wordless process so I will stop here before I get lost in the attempt to write about what may be the case. All I really know is that the Spirit is moving again and I am simply going along for the ride and bringing a camera along. 


Look for what is underneath all surfaces

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     I am adding a new item to the posts which will be a weekly bit of insight by Anthony DeMello who is a master of story and simplicity of insight. DeMello was a Jesuit Priest who I had the good fortune to meet before he died when he was in residence at the Ignatian Retreat House in Manhasset, New York.   His spiritual origins are in his Indian background tied into Hinduism and the many religions that are prevalent in the Asian Subcontinent. Unfortunately his work was never given any official recognition by the Catholic hierarchy who claimed he did not follow precisely the dogma and doctrine of the Church. A shame as many who would have benefited from his insights may have not come in contact with his books as they are not sold in a lot of catholic bookstores.

   So, I'll call this by the title of DeMello's book –

"One Minute Nonsense"

   "Enlightenment," said the Master, "means knowing precisely where you are at any given moment – "not an easy task at all!"

   And he told of a popular friend of his who was, even in his late eighties, invited to dozens of functions. Once he was spotted at a party and was asked how many he was attending that night.

   "Six," said the elderly gentleman, without taking his eyes off his little notebook.

   "What are you doing? Seeing where you are going next?" they asked him

   "No," said the dynamic fellow. "Finding out where I am now."
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Inner growth happens usually by the light of the moon, 
deep into the night's travelings.
The moon reflects God's Light softly so we are not blinded -
wake up, open the window and let the healing Love in.

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- The Story of a Flower -

In the season of wild strawberries
   I came from the earth as a flower
   High on a hill above my village, with only
The Eagle, the Buffalo, the Bear, and the Butterfly
To watch my petals unfold.

The Eagle spoke first. He said:
   Sister, you will never have wings like me,
   Except in the pathways of your dreams,
Yet you will fly to the top of the sky
Because I give you the Gift of Courage.

The Buffalo spoke next. He said:
   Sister, you will never survive a long time like me,
   Except on the trail of your memories,
Yet you will see a thousand winters go by
Because I give you the Gift of Endurance.

The Bear spoke next. He said:
   Sister, you will never know the secrets
   Of the four-Legged Animals, since you are only a flower,
Yet the knowledge of all creatures is yours
Because I give you the Gift of Wisdom.

The Butterfly spoke next. She said:
   Sister, you believe you are very important,
   Because the creatures have given their gifts to you,
Yet here on this hill you will always be at home
Because I give you the Gift of Humility.

So I have lived for many seasons,
   Among the Eagle, the Buffalo, the Bear, and the Butterfly,
   Watching the birds go by, speaking to rain and sky.
My colors have been the colors of the rainbow.
My beauty has given joy to all who see me.

To bloom even when there is no rain
   Requires the Courage of the Eagle.
To last through the heavy snows of winter
   Requires the Endurance of the Buffalo.
To understand the importance of all seasons
   Requires the Wisdom of the Bear.
But to rejoice when my blossoms die
   Requires only the Butterfly's Humility.

                         Nancy Wood  (From: Spirit Walker. )





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And some humor -




                                                          Peace and happiness this week,  Bill Lagerstrom






Tuesday, May 8, 2012

May 7, 2012

Light A Candle - http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=TWWTS

(All photos are mine unless noted.)


- Spring -
Underneath the surface of what can be seen and noted,
lies the realm of the "What Is"
that which is waiting to break out and be recognized
for that which truly is real.

Spring, is waiting to explode in full motion and color,
waiting on the One Who Gives Birth To All
to say, "Now! Now is your time!"

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   The same is true of everyone, a new birth - a burst of Spring is waiting to reveal itself to us in what may seen an explosion of truth arriving on the wind, or as a gentle breeze softly speaking of things we have always longed to hear, or as any number of a multitude of ways that God lets God's Presence known to all who choose to hear. 

   My teacher in things Buddhist has for years now been asking me to look at the "felt sense" of what lies beneath my judgments, reactions, and all the old habits that once were useful looking at life through the lenses which I ground to suit my wants. Under all those neighborhoods and streets that I created to give a sense of self-worth, lay the reality of who I actually am. 
   The way to realization of Self is a path that must be traveled well, without undue rush, as learning to see what needs to be seen for continued growth requires some discipline - a way to practice exercising the inner senses. A guide is most helpful here and I am fortunate to have a good one who will also call me out when I return to "head" meanderings and forget or refuse to take the inner road to the information that is trans-formative and enlightening. 

   The photo above was taken of a tree in a stiff wind and with as slow a shutter speed as possible. Some changes to improve clarity and a good sense of color was done in the computer. The lesson for me is to slow down my sight, take a pass on judging and naming what is in front of me, and allow time to offer that which cannot be seen in a scant one-hundredth of a second or less. If I take the "heart photograph" and spend the needed time to develop the image I will be better able to see more clearly the things God wants me to understand about our interaction together within this breast, in the place where the Spirit teaches things which cannot be understood by my intellect alone.

   Dorothea Lange, the noted photographer of the 1930's once said, "The purpose of the camera is to learn to see without a camera." Years ago I learned to see a photograph before I raised the camera to take the picture - an intuitive sense that several knowledgeable people in the photographic industry said was my 'viewpoint' - which is a vague way of saying that my sight for images was consistently good, so I was on their list of people to call for certain assignments. Today I see this as an unacknowledged Grace, the Gift of creativity that came from within without my being able to be grateful years ago as I was then telling myself that I was the photographer, I was the one who owned the rights to being 'special.'

   Now, I feel in tune with what is arising from my heart and soul desiring to give expression to the co-creation my life with The Creator Of What Is, partners of a sort - not equal , but definitely working with God who is mentoring me in this arena of sensing what is true and real. This is the joy of my life these days, a joy that I will do my part in this partnership with the Spirit within to nurture with each breath, to be attentive with in a growing clarity of interaction together. I see, that I am not alone, I am not the one who is complete charge of life - that is God's business and I will cooperate. 

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True reality may look gray and uninviting,
yet is can be visible to sight that wants to see
with eyes that can be nurtured to look within.

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Look to this day,
For it is life,
The very life of life.
In its brief course lie all
The realities of existence,
The bliss of growth,
The splendor of action,
The glory of power –

For yesterday is but a dream,
And tomorrow is only a vision,
But today well lived,
Makes every yesterday a dream of happiness
And every tomorrow a vision of hope.

Look well, therefore, to this day.

                       Sanskrit proverb, by Kalidasa, 4th. century




























   Hold carefully the fragile child that is within, it needs your nurturing, your parenting to grow to the fullness that God intends all of us to have.

(This is a photo found on the net without a credit.)

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Links:

       A meditation of 10 minutes to nurture clarity in seeing -


       (It can be seen in full screen by clicking the icon that looks like a cogwheel.)


       Here is the audio to download or just listen to:


          https://www.box.com/s/de61644ac73fa7caf396

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A little humor:


Until next week, Peace and Serenity,   Bill Lagerstrom






                          













Sunday, April 29, 2012

April 30, 2012

Light A Candle: http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=TWWTS

( All photos are mine unless otherwise noted. )


 The single twig of a beech tree which held last year's dead leaf all winter.
Now, after pushing that hanger on off to the ground
begins to send its spring growth out - new clothes for a new season.
There is a parallel to us who having shed the winter of our hearts,
begin to allow new growth to reveal itself for all to see.
The springtime of the heart is a joy to see and to nurture into its beginnings.

   As this new season arrives what has been dormant all Winter now arrives from the fertile soil of the heart to begin another cycle of growth as we move into the next year of our life here. My question today is, "Does Spring growth come alive this time of year, or does what has been dormant all Winter awaken?" The answer I am happy with is, "Yes... and no....." Both are part of the wondrous process that the Creator of the Seasons has had in mind since that first Spring was sent to the world for our enjoyment, and as a fulfillment of Winter's hope for another arrival of our real self. We to, sprout, in this time of warmth and all that comes to our growth cycle, ever as a new Grace, a new Gift. . 
   In the Fall of each year God takes out pruning shears and removes leaves and grass from the vehicles that fed life for most of the year, leaving the evergreens and firs as a sign of hope that not everything has been cut back. A necessary step for what is new. That which dies regularly offers its former life as mulch, food for what is to come. Nothing is wasted as no new life can arrive unless something old dies. This is the Way of God with life, and God's Way for all of us as we cannot safely stay stuck living with dead things all around us. We, like all living things, must die regularly to what is no longer useful for advancing the Kingdom of God within us, allowing Creation to continue with our cooperation in the Process. 
   So, welcome to Spring. Buy a new seat belt if you intend to travel this leg of the journey and be safe, free of fear, and willing to let God do the driving this time around. 

        'This is the day the Lord has made. Let us rejoice and be glad in it !'

    A poem of mine on Winter and hope:

Garden Work

I was pale, without color as my connection to God died,
Leaving me ashen as all blood, pulled by the gravity of indifference,
Drained into my feet - my Journey came to a full stop.

Undernourished, these eyes and this soul, shut down -
Became unable to see a way, as I was blinded and deaf to all who would help.
God, still present, was only a distant veil, a wisp of cloud on the horizon.

Lady Wisdom, Love's Breath, as she waited unseen,
Whispered sweet callings that were barely audible to clogged ears;

“We love you.”
          “We will wait for you.”
          “We will stay faithful.”
          “We can still see.”

Never an admonishment was said.
No shoulds or should nots were ever spoken.
Love does not treat Her lovers with small manipulations.

This was the world of my winter, gray, overcast by unyielding cold.
“Let Us send a warm wind to this barren frozen land.” Creation spoke.
“Remind this thorn-filled stem of the pruning that was necessary -
     that a rose will soon emerge and bloom.”

How was I to know!  I chose not to hear The Gardener of my soul's landscape
Tell me about Love's Way with all that I would not take care of,
Never asking the withered flower of my Fall for approval.

Now, seeing the cycles of God's annual housecleaning,
Next year, after a full spring and summer of new life,
I will offer myself willingly to those wondrous shears.

The leaves of old life will always fall in season,
Our Ground will always offer the means
To turn what dies into food for the growth to come.

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Links:

   A five minute meditation on Spring along with a chorus of bird sounds:
Click here:  


    A long visual and musical meditation on a Japanese garden - well worth the time to see and listen - click here: 



   Sharon Salzberg on the nature of change - a talk by a remarkable teacher - worth a careful listening. Click here:


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   Last Summer we went on a day trip to Machias Seal Island to spend time  with the Puffin population that has in great numbers made a comeback here off the coast of Maine after almost being wiped out by hunters and fishermen who felt the birds were eating the fish that were their livelihood. It was a remarkable day as there were at least 8 to 10 thousand birds all over the place. we were given about an hour in a blind which is where I took the following two pictures. A wonderful day!
   I am including these photos as I am feeling a yearning to get out and see birds again, birds that are not freeloading from my backyard feeders. Memory is a great force to move outdoors again and enjoy the birds of Spring.
                  

   Puffins sound almost exactly like a herd of cows. Take a listen:
                           https://www.box.com/s/1ckxe2rk57i4gavtaa0a


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This week's laugh:



          Until next week,  Peace,  Bill Lagerstrom