Monday, April 9, 2012

April 9, 2012

Time to light a candle - http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=TWWTS

   (All Pictures are mine unless otherwise noted.)

The trees are donning their spring clothes,
soon, through the miracle of change 
they will become the green finery of wondrous leaves

(Picture taken last week)

    Today, Easter Sunday, Lee and I went to St. Matthew's Church for Mass. The church was jammed and we got the last two seats that were available. The overflow crowd went to the basement to experience Mass on closed circuit television. Christmas, Ash Wednesday and Easter draws so many who seem to sense an urgency to get whatever may be necessary to satisfy some requirement for maintaining status in the Church - perhaps also in the afterlife as a few points may be gotten. I am sure that a few, perhaps many more, received a Call to return home - to start the journey to return Home. One never knows when the Hounds Of Heaven will strike in order to move women and men to a deeper sense of "self" as well as surer footing in knowing God's intentions for their lives.
   My own ponderings and observations can be sized down to perhaps this - most people seem to celebrate the birth, death and resurrection of Jesus while paying little attention to the life and teachings of of the man from Galilee. I, for one, have come to understand that I want more of the "Teachings" of the Gospels and less of what I now perceive as non-essential overlays on the path God is leading me on. This is not to say that I am right and others are wrong, that would be against what I now believe was Jesus' most important teachings on non-dualism, which is to say that compassion and love can only exist in an atmosphere where judgement of others ceases to exist. 

                                       "Love one another as I have loved you."

    The question that arises is simply, "How did/does Jesus love all he encountered, and still encounters, as one other." If I am to have a teacher my responsibility is to honor that person and to learn all that I can, first in order to grow, and secondly to be useful in mentoring others in the instructions I have gained by way of work, study, and Grace. But first and foremost I need to follow the teacher, listen, ask questions, and experience the full impact of what is being offered to me free of judgements and bias. 
   Following Jesus is not simply traveling the roads trailing behind him, ( I would be soon tired of seeing donkey butt in my face) it means for me to get ahead of him so I would have "face time" with my instructor, my mentor. .  the one knows more than I do ... the one who also tells me that I have worth - even nobility as an ongoing human concern - seen in the eyes and heart of someone who loves me for who I am, and the person I am working toward becoming. 
    Follow and learn, follow and utilize, follow to the door that is the entry to the Kingdom of God within each and every human heart. 

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If one cannot soar like an eagle
flying like a gull will certainly be enough

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   Here is a fine two minute video narrated by David Attenborough who recites the lyrics from 

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   Here is a short talk by a remarkable teacher in the Buddhist tradition on loving the Dharma, which directly translates to loving the Teachings. Thanissaro Bhikkhu is an ordained Buddhist monk (Bhikkhu) who is a teacher worthy to learn from. 
    
    Click to hear: Love For The Dharma - http://www.box.com/s/21ab71984bf50bc2e25f

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                         A list of what you need is available from your teacher.

   On June 5, 2008 Christina Tibbot of PBS interviewed Arnold Eisen the Chancellor of the Jewish Theological Seminary in NYC asking him to speak on Abraham Joshua Heschel, who was one of the 20th. centuries finest teachers. Heschel taught at the seminary for some 25 years and is available today, long after his death, by way of many books he wrote and through the memory of those alive who were deeply impacted by him either through personal experience or by way of the written word.
  Here is an excerpt from that interview which may give some understanding as to how a teacher/mentor can influence those who enter their sphere of radiating knowledge. 
   Heschel in one of my mentors over the years through his books and articles. To me he is a Poet/Philosopher/Mystic/Teacher of the highest order. I put a book recommendation on the right sidebar list of a tome that continues to support my journey. I will always be a student of this great man.
   Here are a few words from another student:

Mr. Eisen:
    Heschel was a mystic. And you'll find a lot of mystics throughout the ages — Jewish, Christian, Muslim, Buddhist, Hindu — who believe they have an experience of God that goes beyond language, that goes beyond culture, that proves to them the unity of the Divine and then they understand various religious traditions as ways, as it were, of putting this experience into words. And the words always fall short. And one of the things that enabled Heschel to be so open to people of other faiths and to feel real kinship with them was this fundamental mysticism, this sense that the experience of God goes beyond any individual tradition, is greater than any individual tradition, as it were, encompasses all of them.
   And then there was the personal experience, and here was the man who was able to see in other human beings that he met, for example, the Pope and the cardinals that he met in encounters through Vatican II, Martin Luther King, Reinhold Niebuhr. He encountered other people of faith and I think was open enough to see in them depths of religious, as it were, belonging. That they too live in the presence of God and therefore they have kinship with him. And these encounters reinforce one another and grow in him this sense of a mystery beyond any tradition's capacity to fully understand it.
   So there's Heschel out there in the world marching in Selma sure that those people marching with him are no less children of God, full of insight into God, than he is. This is rare in a contemporary world. Even with all of our talk about pluralism and all of our religious dialogue, the deep conviction that we need to be open to others because we have something important to learn from them. This remains rare. And it's one of the things that Heschel had to teach that I'm most grateful for.

Ms. Tippett:
   Now, are we treated as something that we have to navigate, things that we have to bring together? But being deeply Jewish and being a bold interfaith leader we're organically connected for Heschel, right? That's what's so fascinating. I want to read this passage from his speech at Union Theological Seminary in 1965, and I know this is an important passage for you too, from his speech called "No Religion is an Island." He wrote, "I suggest that the most significant basis for meeting men of different religious traditions is the level of fear and trembling, of humility, of contrition, where our individual moments of faith are mere waves in the endless ocean of mankind's reaching out for God, where all formulations and articulations appear as understatements, where our souls are swept away by the awareness of the urgency of answering God's commandment, while stripped of pretension and conceit we sense the tragic insufficiency of human faith."

Mr. Eisen:
    Pure Heschel. Pure Heschel. And those words, you're right, are especially meaningful to me. You know, we're in the midst of a political campaign …… where it's often been pointed out one's not allowed to be wrong. I mean, it's very hard to admit mistakes, and candidates do it from time to time where it seems to suit them, but the notion that one might be incapable of solving a problem is unheard of. And yet this is the fundamental human situation, as we all know. There are certain  things that are beyond our reach even if we're commanded to try and achieve them. Our lives, as the rabbi said long ago, are too short. I mean, the day is long and the work is great and we're not commanded to finish the work, but neither are we allowed to desist from it. That's one of my favorite passages from the Talmud and I think one of Heschel's.
   And there is Heschel constantly reminding us of the human situation. And we know our frailty, we know our insufficiency, we know our sinfulness, and these are not words that are readily spoken in polite company beyond the most intimate of circles. Sometimes even in our closest friendships, in our marriages, it's hard to admit them.
   And there is Heschel putting them out there in public debate as a great religious leader, instructing us that, no, these are essential words in our vocabulary. These feelings are essential.

Ms. Tippett:
   And that knowing the insufficiency of our ideas is, in fact, a virtue.

Mr. Eisen:
   Knowing it because unless you admit your own insufficiencies, you have no chance of doing anything correctly. And that is a lesson that all of us struggle to learn. I certainly do.

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   And the cartoon as we also need humor and perhaps a comparison to dualistic thinking which we may want to avoid. Wiley the cartoonist of Non Sequitur lives in Maine, somewhere ...



     Peace until next week,  

                  Bill Lagerstrom, who lives in Maine, somewhere.....





 

Monday, April 2, 2012

April 2, 2012

First light a candle - http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=TWWTS

(All photos are mine unless otherwise noted.)


                                                    -  The last leaf of Winter -


                            Young Beech trees shed their leaves only after Winter is over.


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                "Work" 


   Why capitalized? The reference here is not to what we do for a living but it is about the growth process we live in and the needed effort that promotes and maintains movement into wholeness and welbeing. God's Work in the ongoing creation of the universe is in actuality our work as well. To move into our true selves we connect to the Universal "Work" and allow change to happen as we become a new creation, over and over again.

   My "Work" for the last 30 plus years has been to a great deal the nurturing of psychological growth which in turn opens the doors of authentic spiritual exploration and allows that process to continue. I have found the truth in the oft repeated statement, "Once you open the doors of the heart, they can never close again."

    Having spent a lot of time in psychotherapy with outstanding professionals in that field, I have come to understand that the many old reactive behavior issues I accumulated throughout the first half of life were simply constructions that blocked the view of my interior existence. This was, and still is the "Work" of the second half of life, as well as the rest of my life. I have learned that the knowledge of the gains to be made is the motivation that releases the passion to grow and change.

   Here is an excerpt from a book by John Welwood titled Toward A Psychology Of Awakening that talks of the need to grow past our constructed self.

   "One set of questions has to do with the psychological ramifications of the spiritual path. For example, what happens to people psychologically when they recognize or turn toward their larger nature? What psychological issues and challenges are likely to come up and need to be addressed? As awareness starts to move beyond the boundaries of the conditioned personality structure, this expansion inevitably challenges that structure, flushing out old, subconscious, reactive patterns that often arrive with a vengeance. Traditional religions used to describe these obstacles and attacks along the path in terms of demons or devils. But from a modern perspective, they can also be understood and worked with psychologically as subconscious aspects of one's conditioned personality structure that often break through into consciousness only when that structure is challenged by the process of awakening to one's larger nature.

   If these psychological issues are not addressed, they often cause distortions in people's spiritual development. So it is not enough to have spiritual realizations. It is also essential to deconstruct the subconscious emotional and mental patterns that are held in the body and the mind, and that prevent people from fully embodying a larger way of being in their lives."

                                                                   (From the introduction.)

   God is calling us to wholeness and to live an authentic life, and will put in our path those people who have traveled this way before we set foot on the journey. To awake and be aware of what is happening internally is the beginning of becoming what our Creator intended for us all along. What a Gift!
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       Like the many acorns on a pine tree waiting to drop and allow their seeds to be planted,
       we also will have many insights arise from the fertile ground that is our interior life.


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                         - Co-creators With Our Creator -


Creativity is experiencing in this moment
All that is visibly inherent simplicity, without attachments -
Observing now, the process of change and transformation,
Moment by moment, as we learn to express The Seen.

God says, "I was a treasure, and I wanted to be seen."
The tree says, "I am a tree, and I want to be seen."
We learn to say,
     "I want to know the treasure that I am,
     Here in this moment, and in this time of my life.
     I want to see myself."

Following the Voice from deep within we hear,
     "I am here, never there.
     You will once again know me, here -
     And you will understand that I am only here, and now.
     My next moment, is always this moment."

Ordinary experience
Is God's Gift to us -
The material for creative expression
As the Artist in us releases the heart's desires.

Life can be enjoyed well in the details of the ordinary.
As we become ordinary we will be able to stand in awe of the Extraordinary -
Love's Gift, known and accepted in another "This Moment."
Stand on Holy Ground in front of your Creator and know yourself.

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Audio Offering:


   Mark Nepo, a short thought on operating from our center -

      Click here: http://www.box.com/s/44577c8515891277e659

Video: What landing in our hearts center may look like to the uninitiated -

      Click here: http://www.flixxy.com/landing-at-the-worlds-most-dangerous-airport-lukla-nepal.htm
   


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And to end a bit of humor - What actually happens once we enter the depths of ourselves -


   Peace,  Bill Lagerstrom





Sunday, March 25, 2012

March 26, 2012

First, light a candle. Go to: http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=TWWTS


Water: This week it is water and Water. Whenever I capitalize a word in a sentence it is usually as a way to describe God and the Nature of God.



  Wherever there is water there is life.
This is God's Intention -
when encountering Living Water, water alive.
stand in awe of God's Creations. 

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    There is a story of a group of fish in the Ocean talking to a turtle who tells the fish that she is going to the land to see what is going on there. 
   "Let us know what is happening in the water called land" they asked. And the turtle went on her way.
   Several weeks later she returned to where the fish lived. "Well tell us about the land!" they asked.
   "Well, the land is dry and I walked on it." replied the turtle.
   "What is walking? What do you mean by dry? The world is only water!" the fish exclaimed.
   After much arguing and attempts at explanation the turtle had enough of the fish and said,    
  "Enough! You are perfectly welcome to your perceptions about the world, here and there. I am going back to the land." And she disappeared.

   The story can easily be reversed to indicate where we may be with others after we have been called to the Ocean, swam and breathed there. In our spiritual development we will be brought places by God that seem beyond belief to those we are surrounded with, friends, family, etc. 
   What God has done for me I can relate to some, but not to everyone, as it seems to unthinkable to most that experiences given by Grace can exist in their perceptions of how things are. All that is important is what I have experienced and thereby know to be real and from God. These Gifts are indelible and are as real today as some were 25-30 years ago. That is all the proof of their validity I need. 
   Water, the Ocean, years spent moving closer to the Water past the shores leave me in awe of the power of the Living god who created the universe, and yet has come into my life with force and gentleness in ways that leave me with no illusions as to where and who my life belong to. It all started with water, the breaking of my mother's water, the water of baptism, the waters of many renewal of baptismal vows over the years, the Call of the Water of the Ocean, and my many responses to get to the shoreline and immerse my self in God's Love for me and the direction my life has taken.
   Baptism has been the going to the small stream at the top of the mountain, being carried on its small currents to larger streams which eventually lead to the sea - the Ocean. What a journey my life has been on these past 30 plus years!

   Walking with Lee, my wife, down the Jordan Stream in Acadia National Park earlier today I talked again that if I were to die before Lee she was to scatter my ashes from a beautiful bridge there and let the current carry my remains the final mile to its terminus - the ocean. A symbol of returning to God to give thanks for this life in all its aspects - a symbol of returning Home, the place where I started out from years ago. 

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At many places along the journey to the Sea, if we stop to be mindful and aware, we will find tranquil spots that will offer serenity and the promised Peace that is ever offered to hands that reach out to embrace these marvelous Gifts. 

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   While going with the flow of the stream or river we are traveling on, there is, as so much of life requires, a need to hold on to paradox, wherever it finds us. When riding the currents of Water we often find on one hand something of the raucous nature of being, and on the other hand something of the exquisite beauty of the present moment.
   In the following song hold on to the paradox above and see if in your quiet you can hold both the discordant and the divine.

     Click on: http://www.box.com/s/7l9147tcovkmr2jd2oxy  It is named "A Drop Of Water"


   And for further meditation with music, "Returning Home" which is the journey we are on as the river we flow with on our journey finally meets the Ocean, God's Self.


    Click on: http://www.box.com/s/e44b032ab4c2ab7f4d03

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What can we do if life seems to throw tidal waves of grief at us?
Stay the path. Keep walking.
God will not allow us to drown no matter what may happen.

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   Teresa Of Avila, the great Catholic Mystic, spoke of four methods of watering the garden of our heart and soul. The following is taken directly from her writings and may seem a little convoluted to some. She is speaking in the language of the 1400's in Spain during the Inquisition and a stilted verbiage was necessary to get past the censors. Although, many scholars believe that this is what she believed. The more important thing is the four stages of watering she outlines.

   Teresa depicts different stages of the life of prayer in metaphorical terms taken from the manner of securing water to irrigate a garden. The "first water" is laboriously obtained from a well and carried in a bucket to the garden; this is in reference to beginners who, liberated from the more flagrant mortal sins, apply themselves to discursive prayer of meditation, although they experience fatigue and aridity from time to time. After speaking at length of meditation in its stricter meaning, Teresa made a brief reference to "acquired" contemplation before beginning her discussion of the "second water." In this second stage, the gardener secures water through use of a windlass and bucket; here Teresa refers to the "prayer of quiet, a gift of God through which the individual begins to have a passive experience of prayer. The third method of irrigation is the employment of water from a stream or river; the application made by Teresa is to the "sleep of the faculties." Although Teresa considered this an important stage in the evolution of prayer when she wrote her autobiography, she later relegated it to a simple intensification of the "prayer of quiet" in the Interior Castle. The fourth method of irrigation is God given: the rain; Teresa employs this metaphor to describe a state of union in prayer in which the soul is apparently passive.

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   Until next Week,  Peace,  Bill lagerstrom